(this is copy paste frm his blog. haha)
He got to know her a year ago. He was only physically attracted to her when he saw her for the first time, cause she's one of those damn fortunate ones, to be gifted with such beauty. It was the kind of beauty that seemed so ideal to him. But still, she was just a beautiful stranger.
Being the pessimistic low self-esteem guy he is, he thought that he wasn't fit to even be her friend. He thought about it for some time and one fine day, he finally decided to take the shot. And so he made a move.
The response he got was much better than what he expected. She wasn't that arrogant as he thought, she wasn't that fastidious as he thought, in fact she was more than happy to be his friend.
Days and months passed by, they grew closer and closer, and began to know each other better. They started going out together, spent hours talking on the phone, laughed and cried together, and everything else. Every time spent together, he tried his best to please her. He did all that trying to win her heart. However all of these were oblivious to her. These once two complete strangers became strangers no more. To her, they have become the best of friends. But to him, she was the almost perfect dream, after all nobody is. Her beauty, character, her faculty of thinking, mentality, everything. They even shared alot in common. He thought, "she's the coolest girl i've ever known in my life...
"He was aware that his strong growing feelings for her was just a one-sided affair, an unrequited love. Strange enough they never talked about love, but it was so clear to him that she was just not into it, what more, feeling the same for him. There were times he really felt like giving up, because he knew very well, even if all of these become apparent to her one day, he would be left lonely and more hurt than he already was. However it was just so hard for him to do so. Everytime he tried to lose those feelings, he lost instead. He thought, maybe if he got to know someone new might help and so he tried. He kept trying, and he got to know a few along the way. All that effort just left him to ask himself, "Why is there no one else like her?"
Without him realizing, he had been hiding his feelings for a year. A year might seem so short, but it's long enough for someone to be in the dark. He talked to his friends about it, and all of them said the same thing, "You wouldn't know what she feels if you don't try..." He find the advice rather amusing, he was already so sure of what she would say to him. Literally, it was like giving her a knife and asking her to stab him straight in the heart.
One day he woke up from a dream, a dream that he still remembers clearly till today. It was the sweetest dream he could ask for, he was even smiling during his sleep. Having her by his side, whispering verses of love to each other, oh how sweet~!
He kept having that same dream after that. He felt strange, he felt like it was a message to him, telling him he really must do something about it. Seemed like it was more than just a dream... but the thing is.. it was never let out.. it was still kept inside...
The End...
Well thats the story... So yar, frm my point of view, and frm wat I experience .. ceh2 ahaha.. its better to let it out, because, u never really noe if you can realli get the gerl. But then u shud atleast try to let ur feelings out. Even if u dun get the chance to be together, atleast u try. When u try u'll NEVER fail... Aftr u try, then the rest... will be ur luck...
I was in this situation b4.. abit different.. but some sort like this. I told her. But then i gave up aftr 3 yrs.
Now....
I got the best thing tat happened to my life...
The Beautiful n Lovely Stranger....
One more Day...
08...
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